Chaconne, Hockets, The Abyss - 2004-2005

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My compositional energies during these years centered on two ambitious projects: a Chaconne (2004) for solo clarinet and a work for solo piano called Hockets (2005). I've loved clarinet as an instruments since I was a kid, my older brother Paul studied clarinet through to an undergraduate degree, and its sound has been in my ear since I was 8 or 9. I conceived of my Chaconne as an appreciative gift back to the world of clarinetdom, hoping for a similar gravitas as Bach's famous Chaconne for solo violin, or at least to aim in that direction. My recollection is that the pitch material was conceived in mod-17 terms and the "ground theme" is subjected to a series of transformations whose details are no longer important, but which were intended to make the logic seem to flow naturally, even if tracing the ground theme through that logic is likely not possible, and more likely to be simply perverse.

One of Seattle's superb clarinetists, Sean Osborn, performed it (with some cuts) at a concert sponsored by the Washington Composers' Forum, and the recording of that performance is a treasure. The cuts were likely necessary if the clarinetist hoped to have any lip at all for the end of the piece, which asks for a long quiet high note to sail off into the ether.

Hockets began when Neal, commenting on some hockety goings on in something I had written, suggest I should write some, an idea that appealed to me immediately. A hocket is a passage of music in which two or more voices combine to create a third, apparent, voice or statement. In early vocal music this was sometimes used for comic ends, weaving the words of separate texts together to make the whole "say" something else entirely - often ribald. What I wanted to do was to compose a piece that combined two different ways of thinking about pitch: a "content determinate" music in mod-12, and an "order determinate" music in mod-17. After I had spent several weeks composing a mod-17 tone row that could be combined with another version of it to outline a workable "mod-12" pitch set to use as the basis for the content determinate structure, then, for each successive segment of the content determinate music I would need to find forms of that mod-17 row that could generate the needed mod-12 notes among the piano's 88 keys. This would be trivial if the piano had 17X17 notes, but that would require very long arms or very narrow keys, and a human auditory mechanism capable of hearing 24 plus octaves of pitch.

There are, all told, 17X17X17X17 row forms available (using both transposition and multiplication of pitch-class and transposition and multiplication of order-class), and though there are many duplicates and many forms that "zero out" one way or another it was still a daunting task. So I wrote an algorithm to brute force the calculations. After all that, what aspects of the finished work result from which number system? The mod-12 pitch classes in each segment were derived from the pitch-class content of the opening statement, while their order and their registral positions were determined by the mod-17 row forms used to express them. Rhythm, dynamics, touch, pedaling, etc. were all composed unsystematically.

I had also been tinkering around with some sound editing software, and decided to have another go at the set of Byron texts I used for my big Cantata of the 90s: The Abyss. The electronic version (other than the words it has nothing in common with the original) is constructed out of a sound file of me reciting the words, supplemented by at least one then recent Banned Rehearsal session. I also composed two hymns: one for Christmas - There's a Song in the Air (2004) on one of my Mom's favorite carol texts - and Like a Bird on the Deep (2005) on a hymn by Fanny J. Crosby.

Banned Rehearsal had slowed up somewhat, but managed 16 sessions in both years, mostly with just Karen, Neal and me, but with Steve Kennedy dropping by on occasion also. I also find in my records an improvisation session with Pete Comley and his friend Jason Volk, but I find myself without any memory of doing it. I'll be interested in hearing it when it comes up for listening.

And then - oof! - four recitals, or, rather, three and a half, since I shared one with Gavin Borchert, whom I had met through the WCF. The first was in February of 2004, at University Temple United Methodist Church, which featured all of my extant sonatas: Sonata 1979, Sonata 1980, and Sonata in 2 Movements; as well as Lockrem Johnson's Fifth Sonata, and my Work / Architecture / Unity / And / The. In July of that year was the recital I did with Gavin, at Polestar Gallery in the Central District (the former occupant of the space now known as Gallery 1412). I don't have a recording, but I think that I played Gavin's Prelude, Untitled (Slow Waltz), and Berceuse (though one or two may have been played by Gavin), as well as my Create Desolation and Call It Peace; Sonata in 2 Movements; Mrs. Ramsay Rose, Lily Rose; and Work / Architecture / Unity / And / The. Gavin played some additional pieces of his, my Intermezzo VI, and together we played my 4-hands piece Entracte combining it with a like-sized duet by Gavin, mixing and matching the parts. And then, in November, back at UTUMC, Karen joined me in performing all of my recent songs, plus a few other pieces to fill out the program: Sonatina; Depth of Mercy; While Shepherds Watched Their Flocks By Night; Lamb of God; Ruth 1:16-17 (Song for Yvonne and David); O Love, How Cheering Is Thy Ray; Song of Solomon 3:1-4; and Create Desolation and Call It Peace; as well as Gavin Borchert's Berceuse and Ken Benshoof's set of folk pieces Sweeter Than Wine. Moving on to November of 2005, also at UTUMC, I played my Two Interruptions; Ben Boretz's Partita; my Intermezzo II; Elaine Barkin's Brandeis pieces; John Verrall's Four Pieces for Piano; and my Hockets.

Banned Playout:

2004:
Numbered: 662-677 - 8:19:17
Peripheral: one session 1:01:43

Total 2004: 9:21:00

2005:
Numbered: 678-693 - 8:19:56
Assembly Rechoired (one session) - 00:30:46

Total 2004: 8:50:42

Grand Total: 718:44:30

Scores:

There's A Song In The Air
Chaconne
Hockets
Like a Bird On The Deep

Recordings: 

There's A Song In The Air

Chaconne

Hockets

Like a Bird On The Deep

The Abyss

Sarabande, Eurydice, Song of Solomon 3:1-4 - 2003

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more or less in 2003

As one ages into what passes for compositional maturity the example of the upstart from Bonn is difficult to avoid entirely. The ubiquitous notion of the three biographical periods (Early, Middle, and Late) of his output lurks behind the unwary memoirist, seducing them into divvying up their own putterments into neat piles, or distinguishing between 'working-out-ideas' pieces and 'putting-it-all-together' pieces (my favored self-adulatory delusion), or jumping enthusiastically into the cesspool of self-mythology to claim that one had planned it all from the start, each fresh piece lined up in a continuous revelatory spew of masterpieces, predestined and inevitable.

Of course that isn't how it seems while living it. Whatever ideas arrive do so much as any whim might - some stick and some don't. I work out a piece or a project because it interests me while I'm doing it. As past work piles up, habits of thinking reappear. Procedures that worked well in one piece might be tried again in another, their details shifted around to fit new circumstances. But the fact is that I have never had a grand plan beyond whatever the current projects happen to be. For instance I continued to be intrigued by the possibilities of working with mod-17 arithmetic applied over the mod-12 universe of traditional western pitch collections, but also indulged in regular mod-12 thinking, whether diatonically or with more esoteric reference sets, and in 2003 I composed pieces in each of those modes.

I had become acquainted with the local composer/trumpet player Jim Knodle through the Washington Composers' Forum, and for a while my oldest son was taking trumpet lessons from him. At some point he asked if I would like to write a piece for him (one of the very few instances in which anyone ever asked me to write something for them) and I obliged most gratefully with Sarabande, which is based on a mod-17, 17-tone row. He was participating that year in the Blind Youth Audio Project at Jack Straw Cultural Center, so we spent several hours there being the test piece while the engineers and students tried out various microphone placements to see how they affected the final sound. The recording we made there was quite fine, but we did go back later to make me one for keeps.

For my setting of Psalm 133 (also mod-17, 17-tone) I revisited the essentially two-voice texture of my recent Lamb of God, but expanded the range of the keyboard part and indulged quite freely in large vocal leaps and occasional extra voice sonorities. It's a bit of a bear to work up but kind of fun to play, and I hope also to sing, once you get there. Two other songs that year fall into the diatonic-adjacent mod-12 camp: a setting of Nahum Tate's Christmastide hymn While Shepherds Watched Their Flocks By Night, and another of a few verses from Song of Solomon. Both of these are, I think, quite approachable and attractive.

In a somewhat more esoteric mod-12 vein is a clarinet duet called Eurydice, which features pitch sets that mirror each other between the parts, riffing on Cocteau's image of Orpheus (from the film "Orpheus") accidentally catching a glimpse of Eurydice in the rear-view mirror of the poet's automobile. The midi version is fine as far as it goes, but I'd love to hear it with real players.

In other news, I gave a recital in June, at University Temple United Methodist Church. On the program was my 17 Prepuntal Contraludes (1981), 5 Duets (2000) {clarinet duets arranged for piano}, and Slow Blues (1999); Preludes 17-24 of Lockrem Johnson (finishing up my first cycle of live performances of his 24 Preludes); and Ben's Soliloquy {also known as ("…what I could hear, trying to crawl out from between the lines of your last ferocious sonata…")}. 

Banned Rehearsal and Gradus settled into our new routine of alternating weeks. The biggest news being that late in 2003 we were joined by Steve Kennedy, whom I had met at Seattle Composers' Salon, and who just seemed to get us right off the starting block.

Banned Playout:

Numbered: 645-661 - 08:46:10
Peripheral (1 session with me and Pete Comley): 1:00:20

Total 2003: 09:46:30

Grand Total: 709:53:48

Scores:

While Shepherds Watched Their Flocks By Night

Eurydice

Psalm 133

Sarabande

Song of Solomon 3:1-4

Recordings

While Shepherds Watched Their Flocks By Night

Eurydice

Psalm 133

Sarabande

Song of Solomon 3:1-4

Work/Architecture/Unity/And/The, Toccata, Lamb of God - 2002

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In 2002 I made several experiments composing music based partly or wholly on mod-17 pitch-class procedures. Toccata is, I think, the loosest of the bunch. It is an arrangement for solo piano of my 1986 oboe piece Retrato de Euchababilla, made by adding additional lines and harmonies that I could convince myself were mod-17 derived, resulting in a kind of hybrid music, some mod-12 serial and some mod-17 something or other. However, I don't remember what it was about those mod-17 notes that made them so in my head. It is very much a toccata, in the sense that it lives and dies in the touch of the pianist, and less in the sense of toccatas as being music of quick notes and tricky fingering.

Lamb of God is a setting, in English, of the Agnus Dei of the Latin Mass, for voice and piano. It is flat-footedly serial, based on a 17-tone row, but using that row as a melody and not as a means of integrating vertical structures with horizontal. Karen and I had been working up Stravinsky's The Owl and the Pussycat and the influence of its surface texture is obvious. I remember putting some time into designing the row, but the details of that design are hardly worth digging into.

Work/Architecture/Unity/And/The, or 

Work

Architecture

Unity

And

The, 

went through quite a process before it came out the other end as what it is now. The original image I had was of a music consisting of shards of sound that would be come upon suddenly, as in fog, unexpected and fearsome. I thought that I would compose a set of such shards for piano and then combine that with improvised percussion accompaniment. Banned Rehearsal made several valiant attempts, much of which yielded some interesting sessions, but none of which were really what I had in mind. At some point while I was working on it, Ben was in town and in conversation he suggested that, as a general rule, if one wanted something specific it was best to do it oneself, and if one wanted to work with others it might be better to ditch the conception and work with those others on an equal basis, which is what I eventually did. I recorded my piano score, which consisted of 17 shards, derived by mod-17 multiplicative transformations of a small pitch-class set, at Jack Straw Cultural Center, then recorded myself improvising along on percussion. The results were fine but there was a lingering dissatisfaction. The piano bits, brief as they are, form together a stronger piece than when combined with anything else. I performed it several times as a solo, leaving long spaces between bits. When I picked it up again recently to see what I could make of it now I ended up being most happy with not giving the breaks between any more special treatment than I would give the breaks between any other set of disjunct but related pieces, allowing the tonal and affectual distinctions to serve for both fog and fearsomeness. In aesthetic matters image always trumps fact.

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Two small compositions were completed that year: an interlude for four French Horns based on my hymn Depth of Mercy, written (and recorded!) for a horn quartet my uncle Jim Meyer (Karen's dad's brother) was in; and a variation for piano trio of Diabelli's much varied Waltz, written for an ensemble that the clarinetist Sean Osborn had put together (Quake). They performed it (quite well) along with a bunch of others, in the recital space at Benaroya Hall in downtown Seattle, possibly the most prestigious venue any of my music has been heard within, before or since.

2002 also saw a shift in Banned Rehearsal, as Aaron chose to take a sabbatical for a few years while those of us who were parents worked out the kinks of doing sessions with kids about. We eventually cut back to meeting every other week or so, chalking up a mere 17 sessions. On the alternate weeks Neal re-started a project that he had first assayed while in San Diego: Gradus for Fux, Tesla, and Milo the Wrestler. the short version of the idea was that he would teach himself to play piano one combination of keys at a time, starting with the lowest A-natural, followed by a session on the second A-natural up, followed by both together, thence to the third A-natural and onward into the abyss of virtual infinity. From the beginning I have been his listener, recordist, archivist, and commenter, and in those capacities Neal's project has been an important part of my own musical life ever since. That year alone saw 34 thirty-minute sessions. It would be many years before all the combinations of A-naturals would be exhausted.

I gave two recitals at my church that year. The first was in February. I played: Preludes 1-8, by Lockrem Johnson; Untitled (Slow Waltz), by Gavin Borchert; Diapsalmata, Ruth 1:16-17 (Song for Yvonne and David), Psalm 22:9-10, and Jeremiah 17:5-8, by me, the latter three with Karen singing; The Owl and the Pussycat by Stravinsky (again with Karen); Liebeslied and O, by Benjamin Boretz; and "Mrs. Ramsay rose. Lily rose." by me to finish it up. The second recital was in October, at which I played: Preludes 9-16 by Lockrem Johnson; A Cat's Life (with Neal providing the narration), and Three Strathspeys, both by me; ("...my chart shines high where the blue milks upset...") by Benjamin Boretz; and Toccata, by me.

Banned Playout:

Numbered: 627-644 - 12:00:19
Peripheral (2 sessions with me and Pete Comley): 1:00:58

Total 2002: 2:05:24

Grand Total: 700:07:18

Scores:

Toccata
Lamb of God
Work/Architecture/Unity/And/The
Interlude on Depth of Mercy

Recordings:

Toccata

Lamb of God

Work/Architecture/Unity/And/The

"Mrs. Ramsay rose. Lily rose.", Ms. Found in a Bottle - 2001

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Lingering in my piano bench since 1982 was the original reel-to-reel master tape of my synclavier piece AKU. Some artifacts had crept in to the cassette copy the listening library folks made for me at the UW, and I was certain that if I could, someday, find a working reel-to-reel tape deck and the equipment to transfer the track to digital I would finally have a record of the piece in all its pristine glory. And so, when I learned that my friend and occasional Banned Rehearsal collaborator Pete Comley had all those parts I asked if he would be willing to help me out, which of course, being as interested in hearing an old synclavier piece as I was, he did. He was living just a few hundred yards away at the time, so one day in May I walked my tape over to his apartment. He threaded the tape and prepared the DAT for recording, and set it all going. It is difficult to describe the combination of dismay and delight that followed as it became clear what time's ravages had worked upon my master tape, transforming what remained into a magnificently tortured parody of what it had been 20 years prior - a sound unattainable by any other means. A few months later I took that file (on DAT) to Jack Straw Cultural Center and dubbed into it a recording of my more recent text piece Confessions of a Polyphonist, calling the result Ms. Found in a Bottle after the tale by Poe. 

I also completed several new compositions that year: Lauda Anima and How Firm a Foundation, for organ; The Farthest Shore, for flute trio; a setting of Jeremiah 17:5-8, for voice and piano; and "Mrs. Ramsay rose. Lily rose." for solo piano. Marcus Oldham performed Lauda Anima magnificently on the big organ at St. Mark's Episcopal Cathedral. Much to my regret the event was not recorded (at least to my knowledge) so it lives only in my memory. Both of these short organ works live perfectly well on piano as well. I don't recall the exact incitement for my flute trio, but I have a vague recollection that it was involved with some sort of call for scores sponsored by the Washington Composers' Forum. I have never heard it played on real flutes, but Sarah Bassingthwaighte had a group of her students (nine of them, if I remember correctly what she told me) perform it while they were touring in Russia. Somewhere I have a copy of the program, complete with my name transliterated into Cyrillic. Fortunately the robot flutes of midi get the idea of it across pretty well. The Jeremiah setting was intended for Karen to sing at church. At the time Karen's dad was an associate pastor at a church in Olympia, so for a few years, most summers, I would write something we could play for them.

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And in December I completed the first large-scale piano piece I had done since Slow Blues: "Mrs. Ramsay rose. Lily rose." The first ideas I sketched were for violin and piano, but it took on a life of its own and the violin thoughts were left behind. It follows a similar tonal scheme to Slow Blues - the notes used in each figuration-segment are derived from successive (mod-17 multiplicative) transformations of a set of pitch classes. I allowed myself considerably more freedom in composing the relative hefts of each segment, so that the piece as a whole moves along much like a set of preludes, or variations on a theme, performed without any breaks between them. I played it at a Seattle Composers' Salon (probably early in 2002), the video of which performance may have played a role in securing grant funding for that long-running project of Tom Baker's. 

All in all it was quite a productive year for me, and though I didn't give any recitals I was trying to be an active participant in the Salon, then being held at a Mennonite church a few miles north of my house, in a space that used to be a movie theater. And of course Banned Rehearsal carried on as best we could, adding 30 or so sessions, and adding just over 20 hours of recorded sound to the corpus.

Banned Playout

Numbered:(596-626) 20:05:30
Assembly Rechoired: (one session) 00:06:37
Peripheral: (three sessions) 00:08:48

Total 2001:  20:20:55

Grand Total: 698:01:54

Scores:

Lauda Anima
The Farthest Shore
Jeremiah 17:5-8
How Firm a Foundation
"Mrs. Ramsay rose. Lily rose."

Recordings:

Lauda Anima

The Farthest Shore

Ms. Found in a Bottle

Jeremiah 17:5-8

How Firm a Foundation

"Mrs. Ramsay rose. Lily rose."

Composing for Others - 2000

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The year 2000 found me toe-dipping into a more public arena. Not only did I become active in the Washington Composers' Forum, but also began attending and presenting at Tom Baker's Seattle Composers' Salon, which quickly became my favorite place to share what I was up to and to hob nob with my fellow wizards. By way of introducing myself I gave two house recitals in February, at which I played Slow Blues (1999) in its trio formation with Karen (drums) and Neal (cornet), as well as 7 Cues Without Film (1984), (then called Leideslieder), Create Desolation and Call It Peace (1984), and Ben's ("...my chart shines high where the blue milks upset..."). 

Karen with tam tam

The greater part of the music I completed that year was intended for two or more musicians. Two Rose is a prelude (Spring Rose) and fugue (Fall Rose) for flute, clarinet, and bassoon that I wrote as part of a call for scores sponsored by the Washington Composers' Forum. It was performed quite wonderfully by Sarah Bassingthwaighte, Deborah Colyn, and Ryan Hare, at the little recital hall at the Seattle Art Museum. Like several other works of that time it reuses material from The Abyss (1998). Although pitch material was conceived within a mod-17 syntax, I was interested mostly in what thinking that way did to what is otherwise recognizable concert music, in the Stravinsky-adjacent neo-classical vein. Five Duets for two clarinets is like unto it in both particulars. Since no clarinetists stepped forward I arranged and performed them later for solo piano. They're kind of fun and clever and present some interesting fingering challenges. I would still be interested to hear them with clarinets.

The WCF also sponsored an orchestral score reading session with Roger Nelson's Seattle Creative Orchestra, for which I orchestrated my 1994 viola/piano piece Doomsome Otherings. This was to be the last time I promulgated any music for orchestra. Too much work for too little pay-off.

Aaron drumming

Psalm 22:9-10, for voice and piano, was composed without recourse to mod-17 thinking. The idea was to set the verses as though the words were being squeezed though narrow passages - the poem's imagery is of child-birth. I believe the writing is strong for most part, though when Karen and I were performing it at church a few years ago I came to the sudden realization that one particularly troublesome spot, a few measures hence, could use some serious compositional attention, which my brain then began to do, which, alas, pretty much derailed my fingers for a bit. Karen sang on valiantly. When I eventually sat down to work out the problem I ended up recomposing it from the ground up, which is why there are two different settings of the same verses in my oeuvre.

My mom was playing violin then in a string quintet (2 violins, 2 violas, cello) so I wrote them a fun little Humoresque. At some point they decided to play it as part of a Maundy Thursday evening service at a large church in Oak Harbor, on Whidbey Island. It was programmed as a musical meditation on the Crucifixion, so they renamed it "Quintet". In the service this was preceded by the celebration of the Eucharist, by the entire congregation of several hundred people, in what seemed to me the least efficient method imaginable. It took ages. Never before or since have so many suffered so long to hear my music.

Neal operating a guitar

On a lighter note I wrote down a little 12-bar rock&rollish ditty that I had made up to amuse the kids while in the car: Do the Weedy Weedy at the Bop. Those are pretty much the whole of the lyrics, each line being punctuated at its end with whatever word you felt like adding in that rhymed with bop (or not, I suppose).

The only finished piece of the year that didn't explicitly involve more than one performer was the text-sound piece Confessions of a Polyphonist, a structured matrix of homo- and hetero-phones that found its way into several activities over the next few years. Tom Baker invited me to present it to one of the classes he was teaching at the UW, much, I'm sure, to their bafflement.

And of course Banned Rehearsal carried on more or less weekly, producing more than 30 hours of recorded improvisation.

Banned Playout:

Numbered: (556-595):  31:01:28
Assembly Rechoired: (two sessions) 01:02:11
Peripherals: (eight sessions) 03:07:54

Total 2000:  35:11:33

Grand Total: 677:40:59

Scores:
Two Rose
Five Duets
Psalm 22:9-10

Recordings:

Psalm 22:9-10

5 Duets

Slow Blues, Entracte, Depth of Mercy - 1999

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Since early in my composing life I had been intrigued by the idea of inventing a tonal system of my own, as Scriabin was rumored to have done with his system "based on fourths". My problem was that what that might mean, technically, was not clear to me. The first constructive step I took toward an eventual solution was to start working with mod-17 structures overlain on the familiar mod-12 pitch universe. I had a breakthrough in this regard with Slow Blues, for solo piano. Several tracks of thought converged therein, of which the most crucial was the realization that a tonal system could reveal itself under transformations - particularly, for my purposes, the "M-transforms" or "Multiplicative Operations". In mod-12 arithmetic (arithmetic on a clock face, for instance, with a "0" in the place of "12") these transforms reveal symmetries inherent to the number 12, i.e. while M1 transforms a set into itself, M2 converts a chromatic scale of 12 notes into a whole-tone scale of 6, M3 into a minor-third scale of 4 notes, M5 into a Major-third scale of 3 notes, etc. But because 17 is prime, under mod-17 (like a clock face with 17 hours: 0 - 16) each transform yields a unique ordering of the same size - a two-note set yields a two-note set, a six-note set yields a six-note set, etc. - except M0 of course, which flat-lines no matter what your modulus. In addition, a whole slew of relations within derived pitch sets remains intact, mutatis mutandis. It should also be noted that notes 17 semi-tones apart are not always the "same" acoustic note - C-natural is the "same" pitch class as F-natural an octave and a fourth above it - which tilts acoustic pitch-geometry in what I have found to be an interesting way.

Karen Eisenbrey

I had also been thinking about what I would now call the stanzaic  structures of American demotic music such as the blues, and wanted to see what framing a composition within such an harmonic rhythm as, for instance, a basic "I I I I / IV IV I I / V V I I" 12-bar blues, might allow for metrical cross-relations among like-situated segments of music.

Putting this all together, the opening 12 bars of Slow Blues (echoed in the closing 12 bars) is based on an "M0-transform", a single mod-17 pitch class represented acoustically as D-natural below middle C (for I), A-natural 17 semi-tones below that (for IV), and G-natural 17 semi-tones above the D (for V), in a punning inversion of the usual tonic-dominant-subdominant relationship among those three notes. The next 12-bar stanza was M1, using both "minor" and "Major" versions of the triads freely; the next was M2, etc. all the way back around to M16 and M0 at the end. Beyond that my method was to compose each stanza under a new figuration regime, as in a classical theme and variations, which schema remains one of my go-to favorites. 

Anna K and Neal Kosály-Meyer

What gratified me most was how well it all seems to hang together through all the pitch shenanigans. I have performed it and recorded it several times over the years, both as a solo piece and as a trio with improvised accompaniment by Neal Kosály-Meyer on cornet and Karen Eisenbrey on drums. A solo performance of it served, in November of 1999, as my introduction to the Washington Composers' Forum. I was active in the group until 2010, much of that time serving as Treasurer.

Entracte is, so far, my only piece for piano 4-hands. The original idea was that it could be paired with another composer's 4-hand piece of the same size, so that the parts could be cross-matched with each other. A few years later Gavin Borchert came through and we performed all the versions during a joint recital at Polestar Music Gallery (the precursor to Gallery 1412). Musically, its material is salvaged from The Abyss (1998).

Aaron Keyt at the piano, with Karen and Neal

Depth of Mercy is my first attempt at writing a hymn. The melody is broadly diatonic and is matched squarely with the syllables of its text, which is by Charles Wesley. The accompaniment is heavy on open harmonies, so as not to alarm a congregation. Karen sang it for a service at United Churches in Olympia, where her dad was serving as an assistant pastor. I recall one congregant telling me afterwards that it sounded like Hovhaness, a remark that puzzled me at the time. I don't deny a certain surface similarity of affect, but I imagine now that Hovhaness was one of the few living composers that they may have had some experience of.

Banned Rehearsal wound up the century, and began the next, with a somewhat inebriated two-hour session that straddled midnight. 

Banned Playout:

Numbered: (518-555):  27:10:08
Peripherals: (one session): 00:20:06

Total 1999: 27:31:04

Grand Total: 642:29:26

Scores:

Slow Blues
Entracte
Depth of Mercy

Recordings:

Slow Blues

 

Entracte

 

Depth of Mercy

The Decade of Chaos Part 2: 1995-1998

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During the latter half of the decade of chaos I spent a lot of time working on a cantata - The Abyss (1998) (since withdrawn) - for small SATB chorus, with an orchestra of five wind players and string quartet. It is based on several stanzas from Byron's Childe Harold's Pilgrimage. Being flush with how well my first mod-17 piece - Psalm 130 (1994) - had come together I wanted to make something ambitious to see if it would work on a large scale. The resulting piece has some significant performance challenges, chief among them being ridiculously aspirational ranges for the singers. That aside I was struggling with what it meant for a music to actually be "in" mod-17, and not just some funky bespoke diatonicism. Although many parts may be quite effective from an expressionist standpoint, the whole is hopelessly wooly. But no work is wasted and I did accustom myself to thinking outside the mod-12 box. I also re-used some of the melodic ideas in other smaller pieces such as Two Pomes Play (1997) for clarinet and bassoon.

Neal and Karen in Bickleton, WA

In 1995 I arranged one of my fourpartsongs of 1992 - O Love, How Cheering is Thy Ray!- for solo voice and piano so that Karen could sing it for a church service. And for a while after that I was composing a song for that purpose every year or so, among which was Glory to God (1998), a setting of the first few stanzas of Charles Wesley's hymn, later stanzas of which appeared as the first hymn in the Methodist Hymnals of the last century as Oh For a Thousand Tongues To Sing.

Karen and I remained quite busy with our church choir through these years. We rehearsed in the choir's church-basement room, but would often work our way upstairs to the sanctuary to practice with the organ. Our organist, the fabulous David Di Fiore, usually got to the loft before the choir got themselves together, and would often accompany our straggling procession to the chancel with rousing quasi-calliope music. This amused me enormously so I wrote a piece for him, based on the hymn tune "Foundation" (popularly known as Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing) that, at one point goes into full calliope mode. I named it after one of my favorite lines in the hymn -  "Here I raise mine Ebenezer" - and being the clever lad I was I folded in an adaption of the hymn tune "Ebenezer" as a counterpoint. David played it magnificently and I treasure the recording I have of his performance.

In 1995 I gave another recital - Local Flavor - at our church. The program was:

Six Piano Pieces - Aaron Keyt
Short Forms - Ken Benshoof
Fifth Sonata - Lockrem Johnson
Oracle from Dark Wood - Neal Kosály-Meyer (with Neal joining me in a speaking role)
Sonata in 2 Movements - Keith Eisenbrey

your blogger with kids having a picnic

In August of 1996 we welcomed a second baby into the family, wisely deciding to stop right there. Besides our rapidly shrinking house, Karen made it quite clear that she now considered child birth to be a younger person's sport, and that she was done. In 1998 we travelled once again to Yellowstone, destroying the radiator in our car (a used Volvo with a turning radius to die for I had purchased from a co-worker). We met Karen's folks there, staying at a cabin at Canyon. Karen's sister, her husband David and their two kids also made it there, but Neal's little family were stymied by breakdowns and only got as far as Coeur D'Alene. 

your blogger in mid chaos

And Banned Rehearsal just kept right on making tapes. some highlights were two live performances - two 1996 sets at The Speakeasy Internet Café in the Belltown neighborhood of Seattle (a few months before a fire closed it down) and back at Brechemin Auditorium at the UW School of Music in 1997 for Banned Rehearsal 440. Shortly after that I bought a DAT recording device and we have been recording ourselves digitally ever since. We also put out our one and only CD - Teach Yourself to Drive (1998). It was a milestone for us, but definitely added some stress to the system on top of the general struggles of life with small children.

Banned Playout (1995):
Numbered: (380-409): 26:27:52
Peripherals: 15 Sessions: 07:31:01
Total 1995: 33:58:53

Banned Playout (1996):
Numbered: (410-439): 27:15:52
Sectionals: 1 Session: 00:46:05
Peripherals: 8 Sessions: 03:55:53
Total 1996: 31:57:50

Banned Playout (1997):
Numbered: (440-477): 34:49:45
Peripherals: 1 Session 00:25:58
Total 1997: 35:15:43

Banned Playout (1998):
Numbered: (478-517): 29:14:24
Sectionals: 1 Session: 00:28:01
Peripherals: 4 Sessions 02:06:54
Total 1998: 31:49:19

Grand Total: 613:58:22

Scores:

Two Pomes Play
O Love, How Cheering is Thy Ray!
Glory to God
"Here I raise mine Ebenezer"

Recordings:

O Love, How Cheering is Thy Ray!

"Here I raise mine Ebenezer" (performed on piano)